without your past, you could never have arrived so wondrously and brutally, by design or some violent, exquisite happenstance

...here.

𝙼𝚄𝚁𝙺𝚈𝙷𝙰𝚉𝙴𝙳‌ !

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          𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓.  and truthfully he hoped that there would be a next time.  she didn’t deserve to be locked in here, or be pursued by snow for an accident.  and he didn’t deserve to be trapped either.  maybe one day they would both secure their freedom and put this painful past behind them.  ❝ well next time i give you full permission to knock me unconscious.  if it helps you get away. ❞  meant to be playful, but there is a seriousness behind it.  he hates having to capture her and if there can be one time he doesn’t have to be the root of her disappointment ?  he’d be more than happy to take the pain.

          ❝ they may not be my choices but people still suffer because of what i have to do.  there are many nights i think about the lives i’ve taken.  innocent people who have done no harm but are forced to suffer the wrath of snow.  and she never does her own dirty work, it’s always me.  so even if it isn’t directly my fault that guilt still weighs heavy on my shoulders. ❞

though her smile falters, it does not fade away. she knew misplaced guilt more than anything, she knew snow’s wrath more than anyone. she had no answer to his dilemma, no answers to her own, either. all she could offer was empty promises of something better.  ‘  i just hope, one day, things are different.  ’  and, if tonight was the last time this happened, which was becoming more and more possible as the seconds crept by, things would be very different. unless she could come up with a plan quickly.

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she had the slightest of advantages, always had, since her mother was a witch herself. fundamentally, magic wasn’t much of a mystery to her, but she couldn’t be too safe.   ‘   is she … watching us ?   ’   the walls had ears and anything reflective was bound to be used to spy.

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          𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐑.  however snow did not say he could not keep said prisoner company, or be friendly.  she’d gripped his heart tight in her palm and told him to stay outside her cell and watch her.  and he’d watched through tear-filled eyes as his heart was placed back in it’s pretty little box and carried off by one of the seven dwarves.  he hoped to one day gain it back, to gain his freedom and return to his mother and his home.  though that possibility, the future was looking dimmer and dimmer as the days went on.

          the dungeon always gave him the chills.  so dark, so cold only lit by the occasion torch.  he finally came to a stop at the end of the hall, in front of the bars where their recent prisoner was kept.  ❝ i’m sorry regina. ❞  he speaks quietly, taking a seat on the wooden stool.  ❝ i’m sorry that i had to do this.  if i’d had any other choice…  i would’ve let you free. ❞

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𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄, 𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐇𝐔𝐅𝐅,something almost resembling a laugh, releases as she makes her way off the dirty floor, stopping to carefully pick a few strands of hay off of mud - caked pants before meeting him at the bars. a playful grin pulls at her lips, hands grasping the bars on either side of her face.  ‘  i’ll just have to be quicker next time   save us both the regret.  ’  smile blooms at the thought of a next time. she’d be lucky if she got to see one more sunrise, and her luck would run out eventually. 

‘  you should not be so hard on yourself.  ’  a dark brow furrows, a very real concern shifting her features. detaching from her current situation, gaze focuses completely on him. the walls have ears, so she keeps her words close, avoiding the echo of the dark dungeon.  ‘  these choices do not define you. they’re not yours to apologize for.  ’

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