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...here.

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    i’m doing you a favor   ,   mom.          gentle tapping   ,   fingertips against pursed cherry lips   —   then shifting   ,   examination of manicured nails   ,   rising gaze to look at the options presented before her.    

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    i think dad likes you more in that burgundy one.          a teasing smile pulls at her lips   ,   despite not being seen   —   soon followed by soft laughter as princess tosses azure waves over her shoulder.   heart fells full   ,   for once   —   things have fallen into place.          do we have to go to parent’s day   —   ?     

‘   favor or not, i don’t take kindly to your tone.   ’   though her words sound serious, motherly, there is a lilt to her words that suggest playfulness. she listens, waits for her daughter’s choice before retracting her arm and busying herself with unbuttoning her current garment.

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‘   we don’t have to,   ’   her words are easy and calm, but she feels a worry brewing in her chest. it seemed to be a regular occassion since she had returned to auradon. on the isle, she knew what to expect ; everyone was so predictable. here, she felt the need to watch her back.   ‘   but is there a particular reason that you don’t want to ?   

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OH   !   PRINCESS’ FEATURES LIGHT UP   ,   lips stained red seeming to reach the heavens   ,   instinctually leaning into her mother’s touch   ,   warmth radiates   ,   feels it spread across her cheeks   ,   how heart accelerates at the thought of meeting kids her age   !  

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❛     really   —   ?     ❜     naive princess not believing dreams were within reach   ,   it’s too soon   !   expression turns to one of worry   ,   chocolate hues reaching her mother’s as a gasp slips past lips   ,   rising far too quickly   !     ❛     i don’t have anything to wear   !   maybe once we go out tomorrow i can pick up fabrics   —     ❜     &   how she begins pacing   ,   hands resting upon hips   ,   ruby lips pursed.   &   then a halt   ,   gaze softening as it yet again finds her mother   ,   HOW HAPPINESS IS QUICK TO RETURN UPON FINE FEATURES.     ❛     thanks   ,   mom.     ❜

‘   yes, really !   ’   soft laugh compliments warmth in her expression well, a gentle grin following it up. evie’s happiness was the only thing worth striving for on this wretched isle, and to see excitement bubble within her lights up the queen’s heart. so much so, that she doesn’t bring up the words that her daughter had already forgotten, instead reassures her.

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‘   you would be the most stunning girl in the room dressed in a potato sack, but i’m sure i could get lady tremaine to pass down some of the old fabric she has lying around. after all, ella isn’t around to do the mending anymore, and the girls are hopeless at it.   ’   a knowing brow is risen, a shrug of shoulders. despite the dig, regina pitied anyone who was stuck dealing with lady tremaine all their lives. features morph from lighthearted to serious in just a moment, but gentleness remains.   ‘   you don’t have to thank me. you’ve never given me any reason to worry about you.   ’   even though she still does.   ‘   there’s not a single doubt in my mind about you, e.   ’

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❛     what if it doesn’t work   —   ?     ❜     hesitation   ,   LINGERS UPON BONES   ,   the doubt settling   ,   the fast beating of her naive heart.     ❛     we don’t have to do this …     ❜ 

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𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. 𝒘𝒆. there is a dread that seeds at the base of her stomach, blossoming quickly to wrap its dark branches around her lungs, narrowing her breathing just slightly. the pang of regret that rings through her heart is stuffed down, ignored for the time being. instead, she turns toward the mass of royal blue behind her, queenly countenance desperately trying to cover the worry that lurked beneath her surface. deep breath begins her words, gentle yet firm.   ‘   we are not doing this. i am.   ’   she worries about the implications of those words, quickly explains.   ‘   i will not let any of this hurt you anymore.   ’   steady and sure is her promise, though as easily as it was made was as easily as it would be broken.   ‘   i have to do this, evie.   ’

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how features   BRIGHTEN   !   cherry lips tugging upward   ,   happiness taking life in the way cheeks are flooded with a rosy hue   ,   &   her mother’s words seeming to go in through one ear   &   out the other   ,   SHE’S EXCITED   !   

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arms are quick to wrap around mother’s neck in a tight hug   ,   A SQUEAL   !   hands finding the other’s as chocolate orbs flood with  PURE  merriment.     ❛     i won’t let you down   ,   mom.   i’ll make you proud.     ❜     it’s the only thing she wanted   ,   her mother’s approval   !   how could she not   ?   she’s all the isle princess had   ,   the one who taught her strength   &   make-up   &   spells.   she became who she was thanks to her mother   ,   who gave her a home despite the situation they found themselves over petty invitations. 

it was not long before gentle expression gave way to one of excitement. ruby lips part in a smile, warm eyes widening and dark brows lifting. evie’s joy was contagious from the time she was born, a bright beacon of happiness in whatever room she occupied.

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the queen untangles one of her hands, raising it to cup her daughter’s face, thumb gently rubbing over her cheek.   ‘   i’m always proud of you.   ’   mind serves her no memory of a time when the young princess had caused her any distress. even when things edged toward bad, she felt nothing but love and pride for the young woman she had risen.   ‘   now, i suppose that means we’ll have to go out tomorrow — i’ll have to pay facilier a visit.   ’   her tone shows some distaste at the idea, but not enough to squelch the excitement that permeated the air. after all, she had no intention of raining on evie’s parade.

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the words seem to hang in the air   ,   surrounding evie   —   surely   ,   they couldn’t remain in exile for the remainder of their lives   —   NOT WITH SO MUCH TO SEE   !   oh   ,   how the princess is naive   !   innocent hope flooding fine features   —   can’t her mother see the desperate yearning she has   ?   but of course   ,   she also wants to make her proud   ,   evie wants nothing more than her mother’s approval.   

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a pause   ,   quickly marking her place before shutting the book she’s read for the second time   —   yet another one about spells   !   she always was very dedicated.     ❛     i’m just saying mom   ,   our castle can use some   —   renovations   !   what better way to do that than finally getting out   ?   &   maybe i can go to school   &   learn different spells that might not be in your spell books  …     ❜     for once   ,   the princess does not exude confidence   —   someone might say she’s  NERVOUS   !!

features soften further as realization hits. regina knew her daughter well, could catch every subtle tell that slipped forth. her nerves were enough to tell the former queen that she truly wanted this, and if she was sure, then …

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‘   i would never tell you no. if you’re positive this is what you want then … we’ll do it.   ’   reassuring smile grows upon ruby lips, but is quickly replaced with a grave look, a single manicured finger raising as she begins to speak.   ‘   – but if you start to slip or if you start getting in trouble, you’ll find yourself right back here with me, young lady. i mean that.   ’   her warning did little to calm her own nerves. it was hard letting go, but even harder letting go of the only person you had. there would never be a moment she did not worry about evie, but she also trusted her tremendously. she only hoped that regret did not follow.

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lonely childhood   —   how a princess YEARNS   !   fifteen years of solitude seemed like punishment enough   ,   certainly royalty deserved better   !   but of course   ,   titles were stripped   —   they meant nothing on the isle.   sapphire tresses shield face as mocha hues scan over yet another book on her reading list that was compiled by her mother.   and then   !

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eyes look over   ,   curiosity lingering within them   ,   manicured fingers flipping the page before smile tugs at cherry lips.     ❛     mom   —   do you think perhaps this year   ,   i’d be able to attend high school   ?   make some friends  …     ❜     voice trails off   ,   as if the isle princess changed her mind at the last second.   what ridiculous idea   ,   surely IMPOSSIBLE   !   and yet   ,   hope lingers. 

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honey - brown irises shift from the print in front of her, a manicured thumb holding her spot as the book slowly shut. her features, though calm and even, hide a pang of anxiety at the query. her majesty had expected such a topic to come up one day, but she had hoped to dodge such a bullet. ‘   high school ? like, with other kids on the isle ?   ’   her tone, though open and even, hid a pang of confusion.

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exile had not been difficult to the former queen for she did not much care for those who called the isle home. most of them were petty thieves, career criminals, low - lives. the only villain she ever truly respected sent her and her young daughter off to rot on some remote corner off the isle. to think evie wished to expose herself to such people truly baffled her.   ‘   why would you want to do a thing like that ?   ’

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